I feel creative

It has been a very long time since I blogged, I have felt that I have been lacking creativity.  I couldn't even think of anything to write. Today is different though, I finally feel like writing again.  I had a pretty awesome day today.  I have been spending so much time organizing, cleaning and getting myself on a bit of a schedule.  Which I most certainly needed to do as I was in such a deep rut and my house told the story.

So, for the past month or so, I have done nothing but organize me and my home.  I have been working toward a goal, a goal that might have been realized today. I have been so goal oriented ever since I heard someone say that to find happiness you had to find your passion, your reason for being where you are in your life.

I found one answer to a path I knew I was destined to be on and now I have an opportunity to fulfill a goal I was meant to have. I don't think anyone of us was only meant to be here for one reason and one reason only. We were meant to be here for many reasons, to help out many people and to accept help when you need it. I have been so blessed to be able to be on the end of both accepting help and giving help.  I know how grateful the person who is getting help and it makes me feel so good to give to know that I have helped another person.

Not so sure where I go from full filling that goal but I know it will be where ever I am meant to go, I love that I am open and ready for whatever may come along. That's all we can really do while we are here, to just notice each other, care about one another and love each other. We all just want to know that someone sees us, cares about us and possibly loves us.

I feel so grateful, so at peace with what life will offer and what I have now.  I want to feel this good all the time but sadly that is not possible, for without sadness you cannot appreciate the happiness. I just have to be stronger when the unhappy times comes and keep positive as I know that happiness will be around the corner soon;)