Life Changing

For the past 3 years of my life, I made a conscious decision to be as upbeat and happy as I possibly could. There were days I failed miserably but I didn't give up, more and more it became easier to smile, laugh and be positive.

I followed a path I knew I was meant to follow, many people thought I was crazy. That was okay with me, I knew I was doing what I was supposed to do. Other people worried I was giving too much of myself and not getting anything in return.

It was not too long after I came to realize I never did this for what I could get, I did this because I cared.

So what does this all mean, it means that because I followed the path I knew I must take. It made me happy to give of myself to help another. This in turn came out in my updates and chatting, which drew a very special person to me.

The last few months of my life have been wonderful which has lead to the last couple of weeks where I have had even greater happiness than I thought possible.

I want to continue on this path, in the beginning I faked it a little but it wasn't very long after that the happiness was real and it just became easier. I know it was because I was so grateful for what I have, I am really blessed.