I took some time this morning to listen to some of my favorite songs, what did I choose to listen to? Of course I pick songs that always make me feel something. Those songs that bring up memories.
These are not always the best choice for me, this morning they were good memories though. I LOVE the movie 'The Notebook', especially the song 'Feels Like Home'. It's exactly how I felt about my 'D' when we finally saw each other.
I felt whole and like all my world had come together and I was complete. It was such a wonderful and happy time in my life. I can honestly say that I don't regret it now. I thought for awhile it wasn't worth it, when I thought I'd lost David completely.
That's when I really knew that I loved him with my whole entire heart and soul. I loved him enough to just be friends with him. I want him to be happy, really happy.
The truth is that if you really love someone, you would only want them to be happy. I would want nothing less than the best for my 'D'. He's a very good and kind man, just as he was as a boy when I met him at 15.
Sure I really believe that my 'D' lost the best woman for him, me:). I would be a selfish and mean person if I wished anything but the best for David. I'm neither mean or selfish, we just had the fairy tale without the ending.
That's okay though, there's still time for a fairy tale ending for me, someday.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield
These are not always the best choice for me, this morning they were good memories though. I LOVE the movie 'The Notebook', especially the song 'Feels Like Home'. It's exactly how I felt about my 'D' when we finally saw each other.
That's when I really knew that I loved him with my whole entire heart and soul. I loved him enough to just be friends with him. I want him to be happy, really happy.
The truth is that if you really love someone, you would only want them to be happy. I would want nothing less than the best for my 'D'. He's a very good and kind man, just as he was as a boy when I met him at 15.
Sure I really believe that my 'D' lost the best woman for him, me:). I would be a selfish and mean person if I wished anything but the best for David. I'm neither mean or selfish, we just had the fairy tale without the ending.
That's okay though, there's still time for a fairy tale ending for me, someday.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield
Launna, I love music!!!!
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So do I, it can bring out so much creativity and passion:) Thank you for your comment Jaqueline xox
ReplyDeleteI love music too, it soothes my soul. Whatever I need, remembering, happiness or whatever. I'm glad you have good memories!
ReplyDeleteIt's the first time in a long time that I have good memories and not the ones that make me sob, that feels good... Thank your for your comment Dana:)
ReplyDeleteMusic is the same for me. Every song I have on my ipod has memories for me. There are songs on there that I can't listen to anymore because the memory is one I can't bare, but I can't delete them either. It would be like losing part of my life. I am glad to see that you have good memories and are happy.
ReplyDeleteThank you Pacman, I don't think I could bare to never listen to those songs again for fear that I would be so emotional I might have a break down. Today I felt like I was really healing;)
ReplyDeleteSo many songs have an effect like that on me. It is surprising to me sometimes how much they make me feel.
ReplyDeleteI agree Daisy, certain songs can take me to specific places in my life, just like that;).
ReplyDeleteHello Launna:
ReplyDeleteMusic is, of course, always an excellent form of therapy. Or so we believe.
I believe the same thing Jane and Lance, thank you for your comment:)
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