I Just Want The Chance To Go Home Again

I've been feeling like I'm not settled, you know that feeling when you come home and feel safe and comfortable, I'm not feeling that.  I'm working at getting that feeling back, it's difficult when I feel like I'm missing pieces. 

I definitely feel more positive and I'm slowly getting my energy back.  I know I slept enough in the past couple of months, more than I have slept in the past year.  My body was exhausted from all the emotional crap I've put it through.  I neglected me, I just want the chance to feel like I'm home again.

This cleanse is certainly making me come face to face with more emotions than I cared to deal with.  The truth is that dealing with the pain might be overwhelming but hiding it is so much more debilitating.  Fear makes me freeze up, feeling as if I'll never be able to move forward again.

The power is always with us, we are always able to change that fear into strength.  We just have to truly desire it and make a concerted effort to really delve into ourselves.

I'm hoping that by the time this cleanse is over that I'll feel like I'm home again.  Being unsettled is not always the easiest thing to handle, sometimes it's out of our control.  Even if it's out of our hands we have to figure out a way to deal with it so that we can move on.

Living in the past on dreams that have come and gone isn't good for anyone.  The future isn't written, all I have is the here and now, living in the present is the only way I can live with meaning. 

"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield