There are days like today where I wish I could just open up and say whatever was on my mind but I think that would be far more information than I'm willing to share about myself yet. I just need a good long talk with David and I don't know when that might be.
Once he gets back from his exercise he has to go to the hospital for surgery (which I will pray like crazy for him). Then he'll be recuperating for awhile, I figure we won't be able to have a long conversation for about a month or so. I'm so NOT good at waiting, hence my need to spill my thoughts somewhere.
I've been so wrapped up in keeping the house clean and organized that I have been neglecting my blogging friends. By the time I get my blog done, get dishes or laundry done, I then have to pick up the constant clutter that Valentina tends to leave around. I am so exhausted at this point I crawl into bed and pass out.
I really need to find some time to get caught up, I really miss everyone's blogs that I follow, here's a link to a few of my
Some Of My Favorite Blogs, there are quite a few more that I have emailed to me. I learn so much from reading everyone's thoughts and life lessons. One of the most inspiring blogs that I follow is
The Daily Love by Mastin Kipp, he inspires me daily to be the best me.
I'm getting my life more centered on my purpose but there are a few key things I need to work on right now and one of them involves sharing myself totally with someone and I would prefer it was with my 'D'. He's the least bit judgmental person I know, so I feel comfortable being open with him.
Sadly of all my family and friends, he is the only one I can be totally honest with, other people are wonderful but not as understanding. I wish for a time that we could all be understanding of each other and where we realize we all are only human.
Hello Launna:
ReplyDeleteOpening up one's most intimate thoughts can be a daunting experience but can also be truly therapeutic. You are right, we think, to wait for the right opportunity to share these thoughts with D and in the meantime must be strong and supportive of him as he faces his battles with surgery.
Awe thank you Jane and Lance, David healing from surgery is more important than my getting my thoughts out. My time will come when the time is right;).
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about life taking over. Insert the word "career" and that's been me lately too. Been lax in writing or commenting at friend's blogs because of it. Now I get a week to catch up! Hey its something! Good to hear from you :-)
ReplyDeleteThanks Jenn, I understand exactly where you're coming from. I'm getting organized but I still have to work on managing my time better;).
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you have a little break :).
I'm having a tiny problem I can't seem to be able to subscribe your feed, I'm using google reader by the way.
ReplyDeleteHi Anonymous, there is a link to the right where you can put your email in Follow me through your email or subscribe to posts. I hope this is helpful:)
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