A Weakness Can Become Your Biggest Strength

I have so much going on in my mind, I am finding it hard to focus on one thing... I realized something last night, I think when David and I first separated we probably shouldn't have talked for six months to a year... it would have given me time to heal.  Now that option has come and gone, we worked through the pain to stay friends, to be there for each other.

I am living proof that you can remain friends with a man you were passionately in love with and somehow it didn't work out.  I don't recommend it for everyone but I feel that David was worth the hard work, I think he feels the same way.  The choices we have in life are never easy, if they were than we would never grow beyond who we are now.

I want to live big, be myself and do the things I am meant to do... this is what I am striving for now.  I rarely dream big enough, because deep down I haven't believed that I deserve that... well I deserve that.  I am going to tell myself this everyday until it is second nature. 

There have been many weaknesses that I have turned into strengths, such as getting over my shyness to now being able to talk to just about anyone... There's not much I cannot overcome or succeed in if I put my mind to it, now to work on one of my biggest weaknesses... I can just imagine how great of a strength it will be to me in the future.

"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield